It’s amazing…every morning Logan wakes up with a smile. After he eats a little and gets clean diaper, he sits and chats with us. Brett has been reading to him more and more each day. It is so sweet.
Cross another few things off the bucket list! It was a beautiful, sunny, 65 degree day. We went to the zoo where Logan feed the fish and swans for the first time. Plus he slid down a slide for the first time!!! (of course on my lap 🙂 ) We saw the new baby giraffe. The lions were awake. We saw the male lion yawn. His teeth were unbelievable! The hippo was also awake and moving around. We saw him walk from his mud pit to his water. And there were baby peacocks around. They were super adorable. We took tons of pictures. They turned out so well! I could not have imagined a more perfect day with my family 🙂
When we got home, Brett read some more to Logan. We are both trying not to break down. Its been hard though. Daddy and Mommy should be able to fix everything, but we can’t fix Logan. At least not yet. It breaks our hearts. My baby boy completed our family. He was everything we all wanted and now he is being ripped away from us. It still feels like it’s a dream at times. Like we are going to wake up and everything will be normal again. But, it isn’t so. I don’t understand why this is happening to us and I won’t lie. I’m angry. But we have to stay strong for our sons. They don’t understand what is going on and we want them to be as happy as possible throughout this journey.